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So called friendship
Tuesday, April 15, 2014 | 9:53 PM // 0 orang sayang aku
Your so called bestfriend, someone who is stuck with you for a certain amount of time. It's all started when people are being nice to you, you got attached. You start to do things together and you've become friends. You became so close that you share everything with them. You let them see the other side of you, you're just that comfortable whenever you're with them. You forgot something. Slowly but surely, they'll leave too. Just like the others. Just that, we thought this time would be different.
I've been there, done that. And I never seem to learn my lesson. It ain't easy for me to open up to strangers, to let them know the ugly side of me, to share laughs and tears. I tell you what, it surely ain't easy. But when I do, they disappoint me. Or maybe, it's me who disappoint them ? I'll never know. But as I said before, I never learnt my lessons. Whenever I found someone who I thought was worth it, I get my hopes up. And the cycle goes on. Every single time. At times yes, maybe I was naive. But then I was having faith just this one more time. Maybe the magic does exists, maybe a lifetime friendship still exists.
Or should I depend only on myself. Again ?
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